Stuff
Went to lunch with LELI today. He is such a sweety. We talked about my approaching his big boss about a job. I also suggested that maybe ONB wouldn’t stay in the team too long, and I wouldn’t be surprised if he wanted to move over to the same team in the near future.
Had a 1-2-1 with ONB today. I told him I had feelers out for a new job, told him it looked promising. He said that he didn’t want to stay in this job too long, and that he would like to move to another area after maybe another 6 months….. I can’t believe I got him so spot on - part of it was wishful thinking on my part.
I also had to tell him that I will be writing his appraisal this week, but that L had already told me the rating I had to give him, as it has already been agreed back in December. I despair of these stupid appraisal systems, where they make you fill in forms when they actually mean fuck all, your rating has already been decided and there is no chance of anything you say at the appraisal meeting making any blind bit of difference. Especially when it comes to ONB, who is going to get an average rating, not because he is average, but because he has only been there a few months. Even P has come up to me and said how outstanding he is. I think it is very unfair.
I emailed K telling him I had spoken to his boss about a possible job. He asked how it went, and I told him it looked promising, he had spoken about a specific job. The more I think about it, the more I think the job might actually be a manager role, which would be fantastic, although it is not the main factor in me moving. He says he will “sound out the boss” to see what level the role is.
I am not sure who I love most, K or ONB.
I declared this to S and P, and a bitch fight ensued. “You can’t because I love K and ONB too.” “So do I”. “I said first.” “Bitch.”
I am off out with Krazy K on Saturday night, which is always fun.
I am also having my hair done on Saturday afternoon. I am not sure what to have done. I am already getting bored of growing it - especially having to remember to brush it in the morning - I haven’t brushed my hair in years, it’s been far too short to. Just a smidgen of gel, and my fingers, and it’s done.
Not helped by ONB’s comment yesterday. “What’s happened to your hair? It used to be all funky and exciting, now it’s just flat and boring like everyone else’s”.